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I have all but abandoned my blog. I forgot how fun it was to write about my life before it got all crazy. But lets face it, this was pretty much the only outlet for me to vent my frustration of being a young gay man living in a homophobic country. It provided a means of relief. Now that my life isn't that closeted anymore, I am no longer in Jamaica, at least for the moment, I have tonnes of gay

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So I haven't blogged in quite a really really long long long time but that doesn't mean I have abandoned my blog. NO WAY!!! I have a lot of stuff, school related, going on and I'm just trying to survive my first year. Therefore my blog has taken a back seat for now but I'll be coming back soon. Exam period is about to start but I should have a bit of free time after that....like 1-2 week before I

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So if you guys can recall, I made a Facebook friend through my Craigslists Ad. He was a really nice guy. Well at least I thought he was a nice guy. Anyway, while walking from the gym through the underground maze they have in the building I saw a guy that looked familiar. I didn't have to think very hard about who it was because I recognized that it was the guy I met via Craig's. He was standing

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So guys, I am still on Scott. And the fact that I am doing a third post on him should prove it. That's never happened before. Then again I've never done a post on a model/fitness trainer other than him so yes he's special!!Anyway, a few days ago I received an email from Fausto Fernos, the host and producer of a podcast called "Feast of Fun" (which he does in conjunction with his partner Marc

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Somebody please give me an award. I WAS RIGHT!! He lost interest.So here's how the story unfolded/ended....lolUp to this point I had not unlocked my private pics for him because I had a sneaky feeling this would happen. It would have been common courtesy for me to unlock my private pics too since he had already done so but I wanted to prolong my fantasy as long as I could. He however finally

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School has started again, to my chagrin, but that’s not what I want to focus on right now. Today was a bittersweet day for a number of reasons. The first of which is due to the fact that over the holidays my love for Scott Herman was reignited. I stumbled on to one of his youtube videos and the more I watched his videos, the more I was reminded of how hot he is. Also his physical beauty was even

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Hey Guys!!! Guess WHAT!?!? IT'S MY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY.I have been blogging for one entire year. Yeah, I can't believe it either. This was one resolution I actually stuck with......actually, this and and exercising. Even though I felt like giving up I am glad I saw it through.I guess I should also wish you guys a, Happy New Year too shouldn't I? So here goes, HAPPY NEW YEAR!! I hope that this

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Hey Guys. It has been too long since I have last blogged and to be honest I don't feel that bad about it. That's not good!! Am I losing my zeal? Well if that's the case then it shouldn't matter because I don't think anybody is reading anymore. :(Anyway, I am in Florida right now. It's so nice to get out of the cold for once. Here it's all about sun, sand, sea and sex. Ever heard of it? Well if

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So I just finished watching SNL, which is weird because I use to watch it religiously when I was back home but now that I am here in the US I hardly have time to watch anything on a Saturday night. Anyway, I decided I was going to watch SNL tonight because I saw Taylor Lautner was hosting. I have never watched Twilight: New Moon and I am not a fan of the series either. However I am a fan of

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So it finally snowed today. This is my first time seeing snow so it's completely amazing to just soak it in. Surprisingly, I was not as excited as I should have been. Perhaps because I saw glimpses of it on and off during the pass 2 weeks so now I'm like....hmmm whatever. lol. Or it could be due to the fact that I am so dog tired. I was actually trying to fight off sleep in class today. That has

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So life has become busy once again so I am neck deep in books but I haven't written a post since Thanksgiving so I wanted to provide an update. I guess I'll pick up from where i left off - Thanksgiving.Surprisingly, I didn't spend Thanksgiving night alone. In fact the gay guy I met at that party along time ago invited me to go with him and his friend to a house for Thanksgiving. (Lets call him

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It's the Holiday season and I am feeling a tiny bit shitty. My first Thanksgiving and I am spending it at home by myself. It is weird, but I shouldn't feel this way. I have never celebrated Thanksgiving in my life so why do I feel weird? Most of my friends have gone home to spend time with their families, including my roommate. It feels all very lonely. Yesterday, the entire school felt like a

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So I might have over-reacted a bit last night, with good reason. I don't know. The more and more I live my life, the more and more I realize that it's never going to change. God I wish I had a Gay Mentor who could guide me through all this crap.Last night in my fit of rage I forgot to mention that the party wasn't all that bad. Now that I am more calm I think I would attend another one if they

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OK, so it's after 4 am right now and I have just returned from a party that went horribly, horribly wrong. I am extremely tired right now but I thought this was something that could not wait until morning, (it's practically light soon anyway).A friend and I decided to go to a party we were invited to earlier last week. He was not sure he wanted to go anymore but he called me a hour before it was

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It's a Friday night and I just came back from a Movie and a Dinner with friends. My head is killing me, i feel sick and I have the hiccups so lets see if I can get through this painlessly.My day started off typically. Getting up, competing with my roommate for the bathroom, eating breakfast then spending half an hour trying to decide what to wear. So yesterday, I went shopping at Kohl's for a

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"I know this picture looks like it's a little girl but I couldn't help but put it up. Doesn't she look Adorable?"For the first time in a really long time I am free from school work so I am just going to write a light-hearted post tonight. Well as light hearted as I can get anyway. I have refrained from mentioning the loads of stress I have been under recently because I think you guys have endured

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So yesterday I spoke about how I think I was consciously sabotaging my relationships with current friends as well as with potential new ones. Well today it was evident that I am doing just that.One of the guys I wrote yesterday, the one I begged to write me back if he was reading, did. In the email he said, "Sorry to have Bothered you". I read his email and shaked my head in dismay. I did it

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I don't know if anybody else suffers from this but I have huge people anxiety. I honestly think it's going to destroy my life if I don't find a way to correct it, or at least try to overcome it. Anytime, something in my life begins to move into a new stage or starts becoming better, I find some way to destroy it or hinder it. I don't know why I do it. I just do. I just can't bring myself to do

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There are a couple of things I want to talk about tonight. The first of which is my roommate. I think I've mentioned him before but if not, Yippee for you, tonight's your night. My roommate is a pretty decent guy. I haven't had any huge problems with him thus far and those issues I do have with him are the usual stuff you would expect from having any roommate. Despite this, he seems to drive me

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The more and more I become settled here, the more and more I have less time to blog. That's terrible. I don't want to become one of those bloggers who blogs every now and again. I usually hated blogs like those. And sadly mine is turning into one.So what have I been doing? Well..trying to survive school for one, but I won't get into that tonight. Just did three exams back to back on Tuesday and

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The more and more I meet people, the more and more I realize how small a World I live in. It's ridiculous.I usually hate my weekends here because I never usually have anything to do but school work. At least during the week I can go somewhere with my friends if I am bored. So not wanting to feel bored this weekend I decided that I was going to go to a function they had on campus. None of my

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Before I came here, to the University, I usually searched Facebook for cute guys that attended the school. On occasion I would find a few hot guys but it so happened that when I checked their profiles they were all straight. However there was one hot guy that wasn't straight. He had Sex: Male, Interested In: Men. I was shocked to finally find a Hot, Open, Gay guy here. I was so happy. I don't

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Crying...(drying my tears).... then crying some moreThe paragraph you see below is a blog post I was writing about one and a half weeks ago but never got to finish."Once again I am on the rush. It's now a litte after 2 am and I have class pretty early today so can't blog long. I was suppose to spend a relaxing day at home blogging on Saturday, but I guess you guys know what happened. Today should

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First, let me address the temperature problem..."It's too damn cold". I knew what I was getting myself into when I came here but I was sadly misinformed. The temperature here is dropping rapidly. I can't go outside without a sweater now. I literally freeze my ass off without one. And everyone I talk to tells me, "This is nothing. You haven't seen anything yet" Honestly, the lowest temperature I

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Before I got here I had this belief that I would find a boyfriend right off the bat or at least have some form of connection with a guy I was attracted to. HA HA HA. Yeah, that was pretty stupid!!If I could tell you exactly where I was going to school then I think you would understand why this would be hard or even next to impossible to accomplish. The boys here are what I would call "

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Once again I am just going to do a quick blog. Busy Busy. For those of you that want to go to Grad School, let me tell you, it is definitely NOT a walk in the park. The work gets thrown at you from day one and you better be prepared for it. I am dreaming about holidays already. One of my Friends even wanted me to downlaod Skype and I can't even find the time to do that. (Sorry J. Promise I will).

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It's pretty late here and I have to get up early in the morning to go to school so I won't write long. I just wanted to blog about this little thing that happened earlier tonightSo i was in the living room watching the MTV VMAs (Yes I would love to talk about the Kanye, Taylor and Beyonce Drama but don't have the time. However it was nice of Beyonce in the end to do that for Taylor. I actually

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Everytime my blog experiences a hiatus I always feel the need to apologize to my readers. It's a strange feeling to have. Anyway, for those of you that might be interested in what's going on in my life then I am afraid you aren't going to enjoy this post. The Reason? My life is pretty stagnant at the moment. :( Therefore if you feel the need to go and do something more fun, I wouldn't blame you.

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So I have been here on campus for a couple days now and I have seen alot of really cute boys walking around but it seems like none of them are even giving me a second glance. I was getting really disheartened. At one point I thought I might not be dressing well enough to catch anyone's eye so I placed more effort into how I looked. Still there was no reaction from any guy. This was the last straw

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I know I have been away from my baby blog for a while but I have to keep my readers updated. As it is, I am in New England right now. Life has gotten a bit hectic for me once again and alot more complicated. For the first two days I have been here I was miserable. I didn't know anybody, I had nowhere to go, I was starving, my room looked like a cell, it still does, but with a little work it will

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After I got back from shopping today I saw some guys playing basketball at the end of the street. These guys were so young and fit. Seeing them flex their shirtless bodies kicked me into exercise mode. Because I am no longer in Jamaica, I can no longer do my regular exercise routine so I often go cycling in the evenings when the sun gets cooler. When I am in Florida I can't help but go riding.

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So I have finally mustered up the energy to write this. To be frank I don’t even feel in the mood to blog right now. I am feeling a tad stressed. I have so much stuff to get done. And to make matters worse I missed True Blood and Hung. Not because I didn’t remember, but because my aunt doesn’t have HBO. I want to cry. I love that show. It kills me that I can’t watch it now. Additionally, I am

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Right now I am blogging from a brand new location, on a brand new laptop. I have a Dell Studio now and I am loving it. Then again everyone is usually excited about getting a new laptop. It has some wicked-kool art work on the cover, which I absolutely love because it makes my laptop so unique and I also have bright red trimmings along the sides which is also great because I makes my laptop pop. I

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So do you guys remember when I said I had some huge news to tell you? Well I guess it's time now.This morning my mom called me into the living room and said, "Lets pray". I knew why she wanted to pray so I rushed to the living room without hesitation, unlike what I usually did. Afterall it was only appropriate given what was going to happen. When I got to the living room I looked into my mothers

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I'M BACK!!!!!It's now midnight and I just got home. I know I should be sleeping but I felt like blogging instead. So my family had their annual summer get together this weekend. It was so fun. Everybody came from all over the island, USA, England etc as usual. Honestly, why isn't my life always this good? Actually the family celebration is still going on, it's usually a week long...I left early.

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TODAYToday was an absolutely awesome day. Unlike many other days when I sit around the house and watch TV, I actually went to the beach. It makes me feel guilty that I live in a country with so many beaches and I hardly ever go to any. It has been years upon years since I last went to a beach, so today was beyond great for me. Needless to say, I am dead tired. I don't even want to blog right now

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I am having second thoughts about writing this post because I don't know if this is something I want anyone to know. I have never spoken or told anyone about this so writing about it on the internet where everyone can see it is difficult. But I thought if someone else might have experienced something like this then perhaps it could be comforting to know they are not alone.When I first got to

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So I wrote him and asked about the email. He said I should just disregard it because it was sent by someone who had hacked his account. I knew it was too good to be true. I can't help but feel a little disappointed though. Aren't all the good ones usually straight? Also I can't help but feel less confident about telling others about my orientation now. Sigh. A great sign of strength turned out to

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Oh My God, Oh My God, Oh My God!!!! I am grinning from ear to ear right now. I just found out like two seconds ago and I had to blog about it.So I was just reading my emails and saw that this guy I went to primary and high school with made a comment on one of my photos. He was a good upstanding kid but not really a head turner if you catch my drift. He was always a friend but not an attraction.

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Have you ever had the feeling that you are never good enough or people don't like you? If you do then you and I have something in common.For the pass few years I have constantly tried to change myself so that I would be more easily accepted and not perceived as weak. However in the process I think I might have loss sight of who I am or more accurately who I was. Change in this case doesn't only

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Upon entering High School I never had the intention of building a romantic relationship with anyone, much less do anything of a sexual nature with them. My education was top priority. In my earlier years I was pretty much a dunce head. At least I thought that. I never took school seriously and all I wanted to do was goof around. Despite this lack of interest in school I always did well. I was

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Initially, it was my intention to mention almost all the sexual encounters I have had from childhood until now but I now realize that this is neither wise nor interesting. As such I am going to mention only a few of them. I would have loved for you to understand where I am in my sexual development but who cares anyway.While living with my mother I became friends with all the children in the

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I have wanted to continue my Sexual Exposure series for quite a while now but since the theft of my laptop with the draft of this chapter and the others to come, I lost all zeal to re-write them. I also have a new development in my life that is forcing me to finish this series much more quickly than I expected. (No, it's not the computer getting a virus and No I didn't meet someone) The thought

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As I have mentioned countless times, I watch a lot of TV. And once again I am here to talk about one of my favorite shows, "So you think you can Dance"On Thursday Kupono Aweau, also referred to as just Kupono was axed from the competition. I was not surprised he was sent home, but I was shocked to learn that Evan was not in the bottom two. What the hell? Ade should have never been in the bottom

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For the pass few days I have been so lazy to write anything. If I had a busy life I could blame my lack of blogging on that but since I don't have a busy life then all I got is laziness. Additionally, it now appears that I might have infected my mother's computer with a worm. I have tried everything to get rid of it but nothing seems to work. I seriously just want to sulk, scream and cry about

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In a recent study done, Jamaica was ranked the 3rd happiest country in the World, while Costa Rica and the Dominican Republic were ranked 1st and 2nd respectively. Read it for yourself at CNN.Are you kidding me? Third? I'm shocked. I thought that we would be way way down on the list for happiness. Afterall I am miserable, so how can the rest of the country be happy! lol. Flawed logic...I know,

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Last night was pretty weird for me because I hardly ever have dreams, much less remember them.The first dream was about my stolen laptop, but I guess none of you want to hear about that but I'll give you the gist anyway. Apparently, my laptop was stolen by a guy I worked with. This time however I was working at a police station. It so happens that I was investigating my stolen laptop and

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Well today is one of those days where I just feel lonely, miserable and pissed. If these spells persist I think I may be able to declare myself as officially clinically depressed.I feel that I am losing contact with everyone I know. All that I have to keep me company is my TV and Internet. Haven't you ever wondered why I can keep up with almost every show on TV? It's because I never leave the

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On an equally sad note, the cutest and sexiest dancer on, So you think you can Dance got axed last night. Didn't I tell you I loved TV? Stop judging me. Anyway, my poor, poor baby had to leave the competition. I knew he was going home after the solos but there was nothing i could've done to save my bubble butt pumpkin. I am so sorry Jonathan. If I could've saved you I would've. Now that you are

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Unfortunately we lost a great pop icon yesterday, The great Michael Jackson. Right now I am still stunned by the news because it was so unexpected. If I knew he was really really sick like Farrah Fawcett, I would not have be so shocked but the news just came like a bolt of lightning. It is really very sad to know that Michael is gone. I wasn't a huge fan but I grew up with everybody playing his

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As if my life wasn't hard enough, my mom's computer is going down hill fast. So at this rate I might not have a computer to use at all. Hence no more blogging for a while. I am trying not to think about my stolen laptop and how amazing it was because I am just going to get angry. Furthermore crying over it won't bring it back. Anyway, for one my mom's computer is mega slow so it takes 20 times as

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As many of you might know, or not know, I am a huge TV addict. For every program (new or old) that aires I make an effort to watch at least a few episodes before deciding to drop or continue watching. Anyway that is besides the point. I am hear to talk about last night's episode of True Blood and Kings. More actually all that Man flesh that was all over the screen.First let me start with Kings.

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I don't know how many of you know about this awesome show called True Blood but if you don't I suggest that you try and watch it. It is utterly awesome and off the wall amazing. During the last season I was shamelessly promoting the show to my friends but none of them were interested. A few of them however got tried of my shameless promotions and decided to give it a watch when only 2 episodes

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I finally joined twitter today. God I hate myself for doing that. I said I would never join but these people on TV just wouldn't shut up about it. I was beginning to feel left behind and my desire to be "With it" left me no choice.Anyway, another thing that has been really getting to me recently is all this talk about sex. My God, everywhere I go it's just SEX, SEX, SEX, SEX, SEX, SEX, SEX!!! For

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I have lost my zeal to write and as a blogger that is the worst thing ever. The robbery has really done a number on my psych. I am not a functioning member of society right now. I am just going through the motions of day to day living. I don't expect many of you to understand what I am going through because I have learnt recently that in order to understand what someone else is feeling you have

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I have been away from my little baby blog for so long and I have hated every minute of it. Hopefully, I will get back my zeal to blog more frequently again.I had every intention of getting back into the blogging grove on Monday but last week Friday my home was robbed and I've not been in the frame of mind to sit and write anything. My laptop was stolen, my clothes was stolen, alot of my money was

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My last chapter ended with life at Aunty Alexis and now it was one year later. I had now moved to Aunty Keelie and was living with her in the municipal area. And living beside us were two very nice families; one an elderly couple with all their children out of the nest and the other a chrisitian family with two boys. The smallest of which was AJ, he was 5 years old and the other was Nate, age 8.

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When I initially wrote my first post I had no idea how deep emotions ran on this campaign, much less how extensive the discussion would have become once other persons got wind of the boycott. Since then I have encountered a host of articles in newspapers, blogs and even videos from persons expressing their views on the move and I must say that I am delighted. Just a simple search of, “Boycott

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Since lately I have gotten a bit of free time so I have been trying to catch up on all the posts on other blogs I have missed recently. While reading one of my regular blogs, Towleroad, I came across a website called BoycottJamaica.org and I thought that it was necessary to promote this website.This could potentially devastate my country during this global recession but this is basically the only

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Sometimes I get so caught up in all this gay stuff that sometimes I forget that lesbians live in this country as well. I know what you are thinking… “How stupid am I to forget that lesbians exist everywhere?” But in my defense I am mostly interested in men, so women don’t even take up an ounce of my attention on any given day. Many times my eyes are so glued to the men that if a woman so happens

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God! Today was a hard day. Sometimes I wish I wasn’t surrounded by a bunch of Assholes. Why can’t the world be filled with nice, genuine and friendly people? Why does some little fuck think it’s kool to make other people feel bad about themselves? Save me from these people.These people enrage me to no end. Even to the point where the only thing I think about is causing them some real physical

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I was supposed to provide an update of the last interview I had but I was too lazy to even bother writing about it. Not that anyone cares about it anymore but I was offered the job. However after doing the interview I felt that the job they were offering me would be better filled by someone else. I want to improve my skills as a scientist and the job they were offering involved marketing of

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I wish life wasn’t so complicatedI wish I had more privacyI wish I wasn’t in the closetI wish I never lived in this CountryI wish I didn’t have acneI wish I didn’t have spots on my backI wish I had baby smooth skinI wish I had a bigger bodyI wish I wasn’t so self consciousI wish I had a boyfriendI wish I wasn’t a virginI wish I didn’t feel like riff-raff all the timeI wish other people I respect

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Just a few hours ago I completed the job interview I made reference to in week before last's post, Drama and Stress. Unfortunately I was rejected immediately after finishing the interview. The reason they gave for not hiring me was, “You are just too intelligent and over qualified for the position and we feel that we would be doing you an injustice if we hired you. It would just be a waste of

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Those of you that have been reading my posts would already know that I believe there are a lot of men in the world who are gay but just completely closeted. Yeah, I could be wrong but it’s just my little unfounded fanciful impression.I don’t know why I think that every guy I catch looking at me is automatically gay. Any logical person would know this is not always the case but I find it too

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I feel like I have been away from my little blog baby for ages. Imagine February is almost over and I haven’t even made a few decent posts this month. I have been so tired and busy that the only thing that has occupied my time is work and sleep, with nothing in between. I know many of you will think I am just exaggerating but in all honesty my life for the pass few weeks is just that. WORK!!! The

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During my childhood years I was moved around from family to family for quite a while but unlike many children who hated being passed around from one place to the next, I actually enjoyed do it. I never really knew my father and my mother was working hard to ensure we would have a better life so both of them were never usually around in the early stages of my development. However even at that age

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When will I get some free time? Ahhhh!!!! I’m moving from one hectic week into a next. I had no idea what I was getting myself into when I took this new job. The concept of free time for me does not exist anymore. My life is just work, work, work, work and more work. Why didn’t someone tell me I was literally going to sign over my life when I started doing work in the real world?This really makes

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Approximately one month ago I started this blog and the passion I had when I started is still here now. Everyday I want to write something new and for the most part I think I have done a pretty good job of posting regularly. This week however has been beyond hectic. I seem unable to find the time to do anything I want. Presently, I am behind in my blog reading which sucks because when I go at

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As a person with an unquenchable libido, who has had numerous opportunities to engage in sexual activity over the years I am surprised I have been able to remain a virgin for this long. I don’t know if it’s something I should be proud of or concerned about. Presently, many of my friends have already taken the plunge into the world of sex (more than once) but yet here I remain…untainted and holy.

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Human beings are such strange creatures. Sometimes it seems as if we are innately programmed to pursue things we will never get. And even though we know we will never get it, we still continue to pursue them anyway. Do our desires to attain the impossible cloud our logic so deeply we are unable to comprehend reality?Have you ever seen a hot guy and instinctively thought to yourself, “I hope he’s

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I FINALLY GOT A JOB!!Many of you reading this might not fully understand how super duper happy I am right now but I have been trying to get a job ever since I graduated from college, which was a really long time ago. So getting one now is like utterly awesome and a little bit unexpected. I have worked before on a number of occasions but this will be the first time I have ever gotten paid for any

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Firstly, let me apologize for my behaviour in the last post. I was having a really bad day. To be frank, all my days are bad but I deal with some days better than others. Today was no exception. I was accused of mistreating one of the machines in the lab today and as such I was informed that I would need to be “supervised” if I wanted to do further research. Basically I have now been relegated to

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Am I not allowed to be depressed? I don’t want to pretend to be happy anymore. My everyday life is hard enough trying to turn everybody off my gay scent and trying to please my parents, my friends, my church, my co-workers and every damn person in my life. I want a break. I need a break. Could you please stop the world? I want to get the fuck off. (Sorry about the profanity. I don’t even use it

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[Sorry Axorians. I started writing this yesterday but my headache got too overwhelming. This is therefore a two in one post.] I got home an hour ago and I have been nursing a splitting headache for about 5 hrs now. As you might guess today was not a good day at all. The work just keeps coming in waves and I just can’t keep up. Tomorrow does not look much better. I don’t even want to think about

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Yesterday, I was a bit apprehensive about returning to school. The holiday was such a welcomed relief that it was so hard for me to go back to all that work. When I am on holiday I have no care in the world. I can get up at 11 am or noon everyday and not have to worry about getting up at 5 am to catch the bus. Usually I am the first person in the laboratory in the mornings and most often the last

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Today I wanted to write about my desire to sleep in tomorrow and not go to school (Yeah, It sounded like a really fun post too) but something happened in the interim that completely changed my plans.As I was writing this post, my mom came and sat beside me and started talking on the phone as she usually does. Disrupting me and peeking on my laptop as she chats. It so happened that I was also

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Where to start? So much has happened in the “Chronicles” already that I have no clue at which point to get you guys caught up.I guess the best point to start is to address the entire issue of my sexual orientation, because invariably it affects every aspect of my life, whether I like it or not. So if the bright colours and the list of exclusive gay blogs I subscribed to isn’t enough of a tip off

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Firstly, I must point out that I am an avid blog reader. For years I have enjoyed reading about the lives of numerous individuals on the net but never had enough courage to put my own life out there for the world to see. The fear that no one would read it was holding me back and the fact that there would be people reading was terrifying. Talk about conflicted!Anyway, to be honest, the reason I

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