Thursday, December 16, 2010

My Gay Life: Months later

I have all but abandoned my blog. I forgot how fun it was to write about my life before it got all crazy. But lets face it, this was pretty much the only outlet for me to vent my frustration of being a young gay man living in a homophobic country. It provided a means of relief. Now that my life isn't that closeted anymore, I am no longer in Jamaica, at least for the moment, I have tonnes of gay friends, I party in gay clubs, I go to gay events and meet some really kool gay people, I openly talk about fucking other guys and don't even care about who is listening and I am no longer a virgin (which I miss by the way. Oh my God such a Huge mistake. Insanely hot guy but still a mistake.....but sex is fun. And I keep doing it. It's amazing what you discover about yourself sexually. I haven't had that mind blowing kind of sex yet though and I have done it with a few people :( My new goal? )

After all that, and more, I really didn't see the need or feel it rather, to keep my blog up and running. My dependence on it to prevent an emotional explosion was loss. I am somewhat comfortable with my gay self now, even to the point of considering telling my family. Yup, that's not going to be fun at all.

Anyway, I should get back to my exam paper. God I hate school work Arggggg. Lol. [Procrastination....check]

It was nice talking to you guys again. I feel all tingly inside now. Not really, just horny :D

Hopefully I'll be posting more frequently. We'll see how well I am able to do this when my course load shots up to a million things. I definitely intend on keeping my blog going even if I go a year with out doing it. It's FUN!!!