My Mother Wept

So do you guys remember when I said I had some huge news to tell you? Well I guess it's time now.

This morning my mom called me into the living room and said, "Lets pray". I knew why she wanted to pray so I rushed to the living room without hesitation, unlike what I usually did. Afterall it was only appropriate given what was going to happen. When I got to the living room I looked into my mothers eyes and they were red. I saw a single tear rolling down her face and I immediately knew she was hurting. Before she could even open her mouth she started crying. It was so hard to see my mother crying. There was only one other time in my whole life that I ever seen my mother cry and that was when she was extremely sick and the fear of death was lurking.

I couldn't stop her from crying. I tried reassuring her that everything would be fine but she just kept crying. At one point I started to cry too. I am even tearing up right now. I don't want to see my mother like this. This was the last thing I thought she was going to do. Remain Strong Mom!

The reason my mom was crying was because this is my Last day at home. My mother and I have lived together for over 20 years and during that time we have become very dependent on each other. I depend on her for sooo much and she depends on me for sooo much. And the fact that they broke into our house recently have made her really uneasy to live by herself. Now she is going to be here all alone with no one to talk to. I am so sorry for leaving you. Be Strong Mom!! I love my mother so much. I just want her to be ok. I joke with her all the time that I will not be coming back but I never knew she was feeling this way. I would've never made jokes like that if I knew she felt so strongly about me leaving. You should have seen her. It broke my heart to see her like that.

I will be going to live in the Northeastern portion of the United States. Infact I am not only going there to live but I am also going there for college. Yes Axorians. I will be attending a US college this fall to pursue my Doctorate. Anytime I hear Northeast I think about Ivy Leagues. I really really really had my heart sent on going to Cornell but they rejected me. Assholes! They had a great freakin' program too. Damn you admin. I guess Brown isn't so bad. They have a great program too but, not as good as Cornell. I am just kidding you guys, I am not going to Brown either. I am not going to spell out where I am going exactly but I can say that Boston is a beautiful city. :D

Anyway, I am leaving in a few minutes and I still have a few stuff to get done so I gotta run. The next time I blog it will be from the Great US of A.

I really hope my mom can survive without me fo so long. STAY STRONG MOM!!!